just now my group mate was staring at my computer and it was so werid. i mean i dont even remember her talking her eyes of my screen except for the times when she recieved a text.
i was so weirded out that i did not even dare do anything else except find for the pictures. and tumblr the really nice ones! i bet right now she is going to complain to her friends that i was doing smth called tumblr when i was suppose to be finding photos. haha, but the photos i found are from my research!
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you don't want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting... and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.