“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.”—
i dont get it. i feel so angry. since just after 9.
even though chandni was texting me happy things, i was happy to reply her then after that i went to being in a bad mood. i hated the food i ate, i thought they gave too little ice cream, i think my brother sleeping on me in the car was irritating, the songs being played in the car was horrendous cause i wanted to hear bad romance and lastly, i hated my phone so i switched it off.